LOST MEMORY
The days of Surya’s life were not so pleasant to say. His dad, Dinesh Muthu and his mum, Darshini Paramasivam worked hard every day at the plantations sites. He was only 6, therefore every morning at 4.30 am, Dinesh wakes him up and cycles Surya to school that is about 9 miles away. Dinesh then goes home, has breakfast then together with Darshini he cycled to work. Their family was happy the way they were but Dinesh always thought that he could do better for his family. He had a thinking to buy a new house to meliorate his family’s accommodations. He finally went to appeal for a new house but before that he would need a citizenship.
“Sir, were you born in Sri Lanka or do you have any ancestors that lived in Sri Lanka?” was the greeting that Dinesh got when he reached the counter after 2 hours of queuing.
“No sir, but I have been here since 1943.”
“No, no, no. I can’t grant you your citizenship. NEXT!”
“But sir, I need it to get a new house and I will probably need a new house soon. Please sir, isn’t there anything I can do?”
By the time Dinesh finishes his plea, the next person has already been granted his citizenship.
“I mean this is so unreasonable don’t you think?” Dinesh asks Darshini as he paces up and down infuriatingly.
Dinesh brought his family to the nearby empty field on Surya’s 10th birthday. He just bought Surya a brand new bike. The thing was Surya was supposed to learn how to ride it. When Dinesh came running beside Surya to support him, his face contorts and Dinesh fell on his back. Surya got off his bike immediately and yelled for his mother only to find her already wheeling to where Dinesh laid on his back. She just closed Dinesh’s eyes and mumbled a few words and pulls Surya’s arm. He tried to tug away and thought of retrieving his bike. His only recent memory of Dinesh’s smiling face. They were, at first, walking fast then slowly they started running. Running away from the riot that the Indian Tamils had started because they got thrown out of their own homes and they’re suppose to share a home with another family while the Singhalese Tamils readily moved in to their house because of the Resettlement Policy.
“NOT FAIR. NOT FAIR. STOP THIS DISCRIMINATING PREJUDICE.” They were chanting. “OUR CONTRIBUTIONS ARE WORTH MORE THAN OUR CITIZENSHIP.” They marched along the street uniformly.
Six years later, in 1956, when Surya was in his second last year of education in the college, the Sri Lankan Government pass the Official Language Act. Surya wanted to get in a university but how was he suppose to achieve that when he does not understand Sinhala that very much. With a year left to his final examination, he never gave up. He studied the language and he passed with flying colours.
“This is so unreasonable! They didn’t even teach us this language 3 years ahead.” Surya’s friend Sasikumar made a remark towards his own scores.
“It’s ok Sasi, you can always try harder. I’ll help you through your night classes work okay?”
“Oh, thanks Surya. I really hope they accept you in the university. You can make it I tell you. You’re smart beyond all means you know!”
Blushing at the praise, Surya said, “Oh I will and I’ll help you get through too!”
After having completed his further studies, Surya finally gathered all his courage and went to appeal for a slot in the University, forgetting about the riot that was caused by the Indian Tamils. He got rejected almost immediately but the three other Singhalese Tamils behind him entered without any hesitation from the professor. After he gave two more tries with two different professors, Surya finally gave up.
Houses wrecked, the intravenous drips of blood coming from soldiers and civilians alike. The town was history. The city of Colombo that was once filled with awe and wonders is now cries and thunders. Greenery that once beautifies this place was now filled with vivid red puddles of blood. Jet planes tears the sky and Surya was staring at a dead soldier. It is in the mid of the year 1976 and the Liberation Tigers of Tamil Eelam and the Sri Lankan government is in the middle of a dispute. A dispute so cruel that it is only filled with gun shots, grenades and cries of the unfortunate. He crouches in agony next to a dead body behind a building that was once his pre-school.
Now, staring at the dead soldier, the body of his bunk mate, Saravanan, he gave his command,
“Fire at will! Shoot away on the third canon.”
“Yes captain!” The sounds of fear and nervousness replied him.
Just before the third canon Surya said in his heart, father this is for you then he shouted,
“Boys, BRACE YOURSELFS!”
already edited . but inly for SHIF in Tense.
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